I guess I just get bored a lot, or this domain is way to complicated for me to understand. Anyway, this is my new blog:
http://somethinginvolvingsunshine.tumblr.com/
anyway, enjoy or whatever. No one reads this anyway.
First off, I’m a complete and total hypochondriac. Never believe me.
But right now, I’m wiki-ing a bunch of disorders that I’m telling myself I have, because I’m a freak.
So right now I’m pretty sure I have anxiety disorder triggered by stress because I have panic attacks everytime people get really mad at me or I hear my parents yelling or I get freaked out by school or the future or whatever.
I’m also probably ADD, because I can’t remember the last time I could focus for more than 20 minutes on something that required concentration.
I also probably have this other thing that I don’t really want to talk about. It involves a lot of obsession and methodicalness.
I’m probably epileptic because my brother is, and because I have absence seizures but my parents dont believe me. That would account for the ADD
I’m also phobic of needles and sociopaths. Just while we’re listing off things that I think are wrong with me.
Also I’m super egocentric.
Wow. I just came to a terrible realization that I can’t even do anything about. I don’t know anyone I trust enough to tell, I can’t take any sort of action. Even if I did, it wouldn’t make any difference.
Things I’m tired of:
I just want to curl up and cry and eat things that will make me fat. Everything feels so wrong and I don’t know why. Sorry to be so down, my plan was to talk about new years’ resolutions but I just don’t even want to. And this is why no one reads my blog, because I the things I write about are only interesting to me or people really close to me. I just want to feel better.
I’m not proud of my pissy passive-aggressive behavior or my severe narcissim.
Day 26- “Name 5 things within arm’s reach right now”
Day 27- “Name and Shame someone whose Facebook annoys you” I’m not going to do this although I have someone good in mind.
Day 28-”An embarressing or sociall awkward position you’ve found yourself in” Try my entire life.
“Someone I’d like to be for a day and why”
This is such a big question after such a long day. I’d like to be someone who holds power for a day. Like big power. And I’d try to fix something that needs to be fixed.
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!
This is stupid. I have no view on being “Tumblr Famous.” But I will say that the movie Julie&Julia inspired me to start a blog. I liked the idea of being known all over the world for something vaguely insignificant.
Ok, so I’m supposed to post part of my last IM conversation, but Facebook always clears those, so I’ll post a little bit of the last texting conversation I had.
So is Vivian stayin with you?
-nah she’s at her dad’s house
Ah, ok. So no more awkward phone takeovers?
-hopefully not. she does that a lot really
Haha sounds like a pretty cool friend
-She is. she’s like an older sister to me
Whoops, sorry guys. Yesterday was sort of the busiest day of my entire life. It went like this: wake up, throw on uniform, go to soccer, WIN!, grab Mexican food with the team for lunch, go back to the soccer fields and WIN, go home as fast as possible to shower and change go to a Harry Potter party, come back home and change into clean clothes, go the the movies :] and then come home and collapse into bed because I had soccer the next day too.
Anyway, yesterday’s topic was “Your best sexual experience/your sex life or lack thereof” so it was gonna be another really short post that went something like this:
No. Why on earth would I post that online for all the world to see? That’s just stupid
Today’s topic is “press ctrl + v and post” So here is is:
bitches love
